well, sch was okay... didnt really do alot... a lil tired though....
well, all was well, till i had to meet ms lim and my mum together.... two ppl, same kind... wat do u get? hell? well, not tt bad lar... well, they both nag nag nag at me.... say my attitude wat change blah blah blah... liddat la... but i just dun get it, my mum say she loves me so much, but cant she show some love besides caring for me? cos i really dun like the concerned crap and all tt nonsense, always breathing down my neck... give me some independence lar... treat me like a adult lar.... then must tell me, write down on my notebook the homework, when i can rmb lar.... then i dun wan she take out hers and start writing... like, i noe u care, but like, stop it for awhile lar... i dun like ppl hu love me so much, its like they are living my life, i also wan live my own life rite... dun always run it for me... i alr get it everyday, i cant go out, i cant do this i cant do tt... blah blah blah... im gettin sick and tired of hearing tt word 'no' till i alr dun bother askin unless i really wan it very badly... like everytime i do my work, she'll ask me to do this do tt... then i also will loose my concentration and do the other stuff, but it'll take a very long time for me to go back to wat im doing rite... like pls... im alr 16 this year... cant u treat me like one... stop sheltering me, make me so ignorant of the world... let me get injured, dirty and all tt... let me loose... let me learn from my own mistakes... i wan tt lor... just tt no matter wat i tell her, in the end i'll be the one at fault... everything also my fault... but i cant give up now lar... i this year just filter wat they all say, after my Os then i do wat i wan... for 16 years of my life, i nv experienced tt sense of individuality... its always, my mother my mother my mother... nth about me... everything i do, i can onli do it halfway, cos either she'll find out about it, or she dun allow... and the worse thing is tt theres no reason when she say no... i ask i also will get scolding.... then i tot at least i go sch got frens there... but no, i as wrong, chucky really acts like my mother... nag nag nag... wat to do lar... i also no choice... my life fated to be liddat... everything happens for a reason, just tt i dunno wat the reason for this is... but i think i'll find out soon... and i gotta pull through this damn year... then do wat i really wan... but confirmed after i do well, they will say its cos of them tts why.... but i dun care lar, they wan the glory i can give it to them, as long as inside me i noe wat i did and wat i can do enought le....
Did you know?
Theodore Roosevelt was the only president blind in one eye.
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